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well i'm safe and sound at the abode. its really
beautiful, located way up in the montians, there are so many stars out at
night, its amazing. Anyways i'm chilling with these people that live and
i'm having a lot of fun with _____ b and learning about sufisim (turely
the new buddism). Anyways i should proably go cause were not realy
suppose to be on the internet. I've been thinking about last night and i
really hope you use this time with me away to do a whole lot of
reflecting, if its as nice and warm here as their maybe you should take a
walk up the montain or something
Anyways I love you so much my dear, and the only thing getting between me
and this place in these crazy suffie medition is thinking of you, and taking a long walk with you on a warm night to a PA
thenmakig some chill food and just talking and cooking. I love you and i'm going to send some of those sufi 'vibes' your
way so you can feel better about yourself. i think this distance is going
to make thing a lot better.
well i'm safe and sound back in toronto, after our last day as
>workers. Right now i'm staying
>in a global village hostel right in downtwond toronto writing to
>you from an internet cafe on Queen street. WIth all these hostels,
>internet cafe and wondering around a city having no idea where i am
>i feel quite close to you, just getting a bit of a sense it is to be
>a vagabond. This summer is kinda weird that way although never no
>more then eight hours from home and am close to everybody i know i
>really feel like i'm far away from home. i just spend an hour just
>walking around tonroton, relishing not knowing where i am or
>kknowing anybody in the city and having a fat paycheck in my poket.
I really hope I'm not scaring you with my complex fantasizes about a future that has yet to happen. I just wanted to say that i think with this separation i can only dream
about are future together cause when i think the past and the memories we have together being apart just becomes to painful to think about. I guess what I'm trying to say in long about way is that I miss you to the point that remembering the last year together
just takes the wind right out of me. Its just wonderful and
amazing and then thinking of the future makes me happy cause I know
that their are so many amazing things that have yet to happen.
So its been quite a summer and fall for me, i just go back to my
parents
place in ottawa tonight. in totall i have been living out of my
back
pack for 3 and a half months preety much straight. when i got
back to
montreal (rainning of course) i spent two weeks, split between
my
parents house and montreal trying to figure out the meaning of
being a
graduate and not having a job or an aparemtent. But anyways you where right, about just wanting to get back to
egypt,
and the whole region to be exact, and i also feel that i cannot
tell if
i wish to travel back to egypt simply because its the first
place i have
been outside the western world or if i truly love the place, but
i miss
it all even the checkpoints and machine guns, well maybe not the
machine
guns. but heading back across canada i see that is an amazing
place in
how peace full it all is.
Alors à 8hre am le 26 janvier je suis rentrer en salle d'accouchement. Ils m'ont plugguer sur un soluter pour faire baisser ma pression, un autre pour déclencher les contractions et un autres pour controler mon sucre du au diabete. Et bien sur une sonde urinaire. J'ai recu l'épidurale... et comme c'etait pas assez ils m'ont aussi donner des calmants, et malgré tout ca je sentais quand meme les contractions. Donc le tous avec la machine qui indique comment va le coeur du bebe et mes contractions. j'étais une futur maman tres brancher. Avec l'avantage d'avoir des prises de sang au 4 hres....et prise de pression a toute les 30 minutes...
Ce fut long ... tres long... vers minuit mon col a finalement été dilaté... donc j'ai commencer à pousser....et ca jusqu'à 3h10 am..
J'ai souvent perdu le nord. Ils devaient me laisser du temps et me mettre beaucoup d'eau froide pour me faire revenir a moi, tous ca a cause de ma pression qui fesait des siennes.
Ma fille est sortie avec le cordon autour du cou, sur mon ventre elle n'est rester que quelques seconde, ils ont tout de suite peser sur le bouton d,urgence et une panoplie d'infirmiere sont venu pour s'occuper de ma fille. Une fois qu'elle a crier, ils m'ont permis de l'embrasser et sont partie avec a la pouponniere faire des tests pour être sur que tout était correct. Et Heureusement, elle est en pleine forme.
Je suis rester brancher sur plein de machine, quelques jours...et quand je fut sur pied... ma fille a eu la jaunisse. donc nous sommes rester plus longtemps que prévu à l'hopital.
Donc ma fille est né le 27 janvier 2005 à 3h10 am, pesant 3kilo, 50 cm et avec beaucoup de cheveux.
Elle a un papa en or qui a soutenu la maman avec beaucoup d'amour.
Nous sommes rentrer à la maison le 1 février 2005 vers 16h00 pm....
Heureux et en pleine forme pour commencer une vie de famille remplis d'amour
On behalf of Her Excellency the Right Honourable Adrienne Clarkson, I am responding
to your e-mail message below.
Unfortunately, it is not possible for the Governor General to provide you with the
assistance you seek. I have noted from your message that you have been in contact
with the Office of the Lieutenant Governor of your province. This was the
appropriate step to take.
The Governor General appreciates hearing from Canadians about issues that are
important to them. Thank you for writing.
Il fait très chaud ici, les vêtements nous collent au corps toute la
journée, et la fumée des moteurs au diésel devient suffocante. Heureusement,
les bureaux d’OXFAM-Québec sont climatisés. Le soir, quand on a les fenêtres
qu’il faut, l’air qui circule est juste assez frais – je dirais que ça
descend à 22-24 degrés et c’est très agréable. Les jours sont égaux aux
nuits, car nous sommes presque à l’équateur. Le gros soleil orangé se couche
juste au-dessus de Brazzaville, capitale de l’autre Congo, juste de l’autre
côté du fleuve, comme Laval vue de Montréal. Le ciel est trop humide pour
qu’on puisse voir des étoiles. Le jour, le ciel est blanc laiteux. Mais la
saison des pluies s’installe déjà, et elle emmène avec elle des averses
torrentielles mais aussi des ciels bleus, frais lavés. La flore est
abondante et variée, et il y a des lézards bleus, turquoise et rouges que je
n’avais vus ni dans les Caraïbes ni en Asie.
Je rentre à peine d’une série de périples en brousse au cours du dernier
mois, à visiter nos camps de réfugiés pour y rencontrer nos employés. De
retour à Kinshasa, devant mon ordinateur, après des semaines passées dans
des endroits sans électricité ni eau chaude, je goûte à nouveau le confort
de la vie moderne.
How long do I have to keep writing before you finally come round and communicate back. I know that you know that we can develop a solid friendship. We have that potential. I know it may be hard for you right now, since you might be hurt that I am with someone and in love with someone already, but I am thinking that it wouldn't bother you, I think you know it is for the best, you are a smart guy. Once you are ready, I am willing to develop a frienship. We would have so much to catch up on. So much has happened to me in this short time, so much, etc... and I am sure same goes for you. I'll give you time though, cause you may need it, if you are hurt. If so, I understand. I won't say sorry for meeting someone. You told me yourself a million times that you and I were never compatible, and in comparison to my boyfriend, it is so true, you and I were horrible for each other. I finally found a perfect match, and honest to God, I couldn't be happier. What a change it has made in my life. And you also told me a thousand times that you would be happy as long as I am happy. I am extremely happy. I guess the only thing missing is a friendship with you. I do still care for you deeply with all my heart, that will never ever go away, which is why I still want you in my life, no matter how many miles away you are. Because i care for you so much, and knowing you care for me, we could have a great friendship. Sure, it may take time, but hey, we have all the time in the world right now, don't we.
Crossing my fingers.
Luv always
Hi L____,
non je n'ai pas recu ton message. J'Etait pourtant a la
maison pour la pluspart de la soiree. Anyway, si Jamais
il vient, ne t'en fait pas j'irais.
J'ai recu ta lettre. J'en t'ai re-ecrit une, mais elle
m'est revenu. Sorry about the accents, I tink I'll
switch to English. I regret that night at the Pub.
Everything that night felt so right; but was it really,
and how do we know? Perhaps we were only trying to hold
onto something we once had. We all tend to romanticise
the past.
Most of the things you said in the letter where true.
We did not leave each other out of bad blood, etc...
But we left each other with the agreement that there
would be no waiting around, that it was over. This has
been my perspective. I am not waiting for you. I
suggest you forget about me, the same way I've
forgotten about you. Protect yourself.
I hope school is going well and that California is treating
you right. I am fairly busy and don't intend on having
a life other than books and essays until the end of the
semester.
take care,
R_____
i hear you, everbody laughing at me. they're like 'whats on your
neck...hahaha, what are you seventeen" and "you know if you're into that
maybe try places below the clothing line". i say wear your stripey collered shirt and jacket at all times. NEVER wear t- shirts, maybe consider a tie and take s---- up on the makeup thing
love (can i say that now?)
_____
I know you must be surprised to be getting an email from me, but I need to get something off my chest. I wanted to talk to you about this in person, but I was really busy this summer and didn't get around to giving you a call. Things have changed in my life in the past couple of years, and I want to try to rectify some of the mistakes I've made in the past. I want to apologize to you for things that happened in our brief relationship. I wasn't completely honest with you at the time, and I realize now that that was wrong. To tell you the truth, I'm not even sure why we went out. I want to let you know that it wasn't for some sleazy sexual reason. Actually, it wasn't even for physical attraction. I guess I was just unhappy at the time, and I thought that a relationship would keep me occupied. I feel like I wasted your time that summer, and I know that was wrong. I feel especially awful for having told you that I loved you, when I knew at the time that it wasn't true. I guess at the time I was trying not to hurt your feelings, but I think that it actually made things worse when we broke up. I'm not writing this to hurt you in any way, but I am a better person now, and I have been feeling really guilty lately. I don't expect you to forgive me, but for what it's worth I am sorry.
Dear _____
I know you will appreciate the following statement that was released
today:
February 24, 2005
Immediate
STATEMENT BY THE PRIME MINISTER
We had an extensive discussion led by the Ministers of Foreign Affairs
and National Defence, concerning the invitation to participate in the
evolution of the proposed ballistic missile defence system.
It is in respect of that discussion that we are announcing today that
Canada will not take part in the proposed ballistic missile defence
system.
Let me be clear: we respect the right of the United States to defend
itself and its people. Indeed, we will continue to work in partnership
with our southern neighbours on the common defence of North America and
on continental security.
However, ballistic missile defence is not where we will concentrate our
efforts. Instead we will act - both alone and with our neighbours - on
defence priorities such as those outlined in yesterday's budget. These
include: strengthening the security of our common border, bolstering
security at points of entry, reinforcing our coastal and arctic
sovereignty, increasing support for intelligence, expanding our armed
forces and increasing our capital investment in helicopters, trucks,
aircrafts and ships.
As part of this, Canada remains steadfast in its support of NORAD, which
is essential to continental security and our national sovereignty.
That's why we agreed last summer to enhance our longstanding commitment
to track missiles through NORAD. We stand by that commitment. It
underscores an important ongoing partnership with the United States and
most of all, it is in Canada's strategic national interest.
Canada will also continue to work closely with the United States - and
with other allies - on security and defence matters right around the
world. The examples of mutual interest are many - We are partners in
combating global terrorism, in Afghanistan and Haiti we have worked side
by side to promote stability and security. In the Middle East, Canada
intends to play an enhanced role. For Iraq we will provide training and
are contributing to the NATO fund. We are also collaborating on efforts
to stop the proliferation of nuclear weapons to powers such as Iran. In
numerous failed and failing states we are helping to keep the peace and
build institutions of good government.
Canada recognizes the enormous burden that the United States shoulders
when it comes to international peace and security. The substantial
increases made yesterday to our defence budget are a tangible indication
that Canada intends to carry its full share of that global
responsibility. In the foreign and defence papers to be released soon we
will elaborate further on how we will discharge these international
responsibilities.
In concluding, let me say that Canada and the United States remain one
another's staunchest allies and closest friends. Our respect for - and
our commitment to one another, and to the ideals we share as nations, is
unwavering. Our mutual commitment to a safer and more secure world is
resolute. Finally, we will continue to ensure that our overall
relationship grows stronger and that our people enjoy increased security
and prosperity in the years ahead.
-30-
I probably don't say it enough.... considering I don't say it at all, I
guess I'm hoping you can read it in my well... everything. "Words are
overrated" rignt? But here it is anyway: I'm really glad we met and am
surprised at the outcome. I was beggining to loose faith that people
like
you, or to lay off the stereotyping, someone like you is out there. The
more
I get to know you the more I like you. So far I have managed to have as
little expectations as possible and I'm really happy about that,
however, I
don't know how long I'll be able to keep it up. The last sentense is
there
to basically say: I get attached eventually and in this case, I'm
afraid, it
will be sooner then later. Holding you and being held by you does feel
the
way it should be, you're right, and I can't wait to do it again. But I
have
to say that what i appreciate most about you is the little, some
perhapse
stupid things like your scense of humour, your adorable awkwardness,
the
obcessive compolsiveness, your dislike of people's focus on body image,
your poetic nature, your honesty and
your
attitude towards sertain things I'm not even going to begin to
mention...
even though I know you like lists... Plus, to understand whay I
appreciate
them so much you'd probably need to know exactly what has been up in my
life
in the past year and a hlaf. All this is what makes your touch so
comforting
and so right.
Sorry for all the cheese... but I don't feel lame, not even close to
it.
Mes très chers garçons
J'ai le regret de vous informer du décès de Grisou le
31 mai. Comme vous
savez, sa santé s'est déteriorée au cours des derniers
mois. Dans les
dernières semaines, elle diminuait presqu'à chaque
jour. Elle ne
mangeait plus de nourriture sèche, seulement la
nourriture en boite.
Elle ne ronronnait plus, et miaulait presque tout le
temps sauf quand
elle dormait. Je l'ai fait endormir jeudi. La clinique
l'a plaçée dans
une boîte pour nous. Elle était couchée dans une boule
avec ses petites
pattes blanches sous son menton tout comme si elle
dormait. _______e et
moi sommes allé à St.______ hier soir et nous l'avons
enterrée au milieu
d'un étang sec, entourré d'arbres et de saules, sur le
terrain à oncle
X__ et tante Y___. ______e a pleurré et nous
avons tous les
deux le coeurs gros. Nous allons la manquer même si
parfois elle nous
fatiguait avec ses miaulements. Pour J____ et G_____
qui n'avez pas eu
la chance de lui dire adieu en personne, vous pouvez le
faire
mentalement et la remercier des dons importants et de
l'affection
qu'elle nous a aporté au cours des 12 ans ou presque
qu'elle a passé
avec nous. Merci de votre compréhension et de votre
appui. Partageons
notre peine, partageons nos souvenirs.
Papa
i have been writting myself notes to remember your
birthday for weeks and still i managed to forget. and
i have had your present for months and have yet to
send it. that is a true sign that you are family i
guess. My brother does not get his presents on time ever.
sorry we were in the bush on your birthday up to
today. so it is really late. my brother told me today
when i remembered that he had emailed before we left.
out done by my brother!! pathetic!!!
i hope that your trip is going well and htat you are
on good terms with your mother.
things here are puttering along.
have fun with family and i will try to right again
soon
How's mah nigga farin'? Whass' duh lowdown, neegro?
All's relatively well from over here. I've been working enough but not
working on the things that I really want to work on such as my own person
cultivation, erudition, and hopefully ultimate enlightenment and of course,
my Mr. Cao website, particularly his chronicles. It is thus why I felt
glorious when a flash of inspiration dawned in my momentarily dim mind and
set me to the task of finishing the writing and recording of a new Cao song.
In the vein of "Rock 'n Roll Revolt" which I once sang amidst my own mirth
for an exclusive audience of you, Chuckstopher, and Josheeua, it is yet
another hommage to cock rock and its metal gods, especially AC/DC. So
imagine, if you will, Cao's breathtaking mimicry of Brian Johnson's unique
vocal stylings while Angus Young-inspired power chords are crashing and
crackling around, the drums are rumbling like rolling thunder, and the bass
is pounding like a savage heartbeat as Cao belts out the chorus to his
latest charttopping mega-hit, "Sausalito Bitch":
"Sausalito Bitch! Ya come down hard.
Sausalito Bitch! My cock's in knots!
Sausalito Bitch! Ya come down hard.
Sausalito Bitch! Ya make me melt like lard!"
Naturally, the members of Cao's backup band, The Resounding Dickslaps, would
sing the words "Sausalito Bitch!" in unison with Cao before he delivers the
rest.
Another song to be recorded is Cao's tribute to the bygone era of
grunge and in particular to one of its most exemplary ambassadors:
Soundgarden. In regard to the music, imagine a marriage of sound between
the drone of Black Sabbath and the high-octane prowess of Soundgarden but
when it comes to the vocals, Cao attempts to capture the essence of
Cornell's sonic yelp as he delivers an anthem for the apocalypse of the
post-capitalist age entitled, "Down the Hellside":
Verse:
Goin' down, down to the hillside,
Looks like, more like hellside.
Demons dressed like businessmen;
Little babies lookin' like plucked hens.
They're ridin' on the backs of giant rats
that wear pig-tails and beat-up derby hats.
I ain't goin' down to the hillside,
It looks like, more like hellside...
Chorus:
'Cause Satan's on the move,
Dancin' his hellfire groove.
And Satan's on the loose,
Ridin' a witch's caboose.
Personally, I believe the latter to be one of Cao's greatest lyrical
triumphs. His allegory for the end of the world. While "Sausalito Bitch"
will have generations of fans the world over plumbing the lyrics' indices to
unearth who is exactly this bitch from Sausalito. An unrequited love? A
long-lost childhood sweetheart? A tawdry strumpet with whom he spent a
heavily intoxicated night but who left a particular, memorable impression?
An estranged aunt from the San Francisco Bay area who ushered him into
manhood? Or...his mother?! Or yet...perhaps all have some connection to
that place called Sausalito? What does Sausalito mean and represent in the
Cao mythology? And why do references to sex always involve and are
correlated to violent and grotesque imagery? Vast amounts of research,
erudtion, and wasted imagination will be poured into its unavailing mystery
and the fruitless endeavour of Cao scholarship. It'll be simply more
grateful fodder for the troughs of academia.
Once I've completed the saga, I intend to give it the working title of
"Chronicles of a Rockgod". What do you think? It has a ring to it, doens't
it?
Anyway, man, I best be off. Take care and we should hang again soon.
The last time was fun and since your time in MTL is limited, we have to take
full advantage of it. Toodles, chum!
Perceval Horatio Abercrombie,
Whistling Gay Scottish Longshoreman
(back when "gay" meant happy and
being Scottish meant something other
than being incorrigibly cheap and
notoriously drunk and when whistling
while walking down a street wasn't
indicative of a fruity eccentricity)
Baby, here's a big hug you from 1670 miles away. I'm sorry I snipped at you this morning. I'm sorry it's hard. And that it's cold.
I miss you, too. I'll be there soon.
xo
First off, I do want to clear up the confusion about being friends. I do want to be your friend, I enjoy your company, like the way you make me laugh, and miss the confindence in which I place in you. I think part of my problem is my absentmindedness (I hope that's a word) and I get so caught up in what I'm doing that I miss the things that are important, like friends. I do want to keep in contact with you, and I do want to be able to share our troubles, just as we share our joys. I feel like there are other things that we should discuss, I'm just not sure that through email is the best way. I'm also very interested to hear about your family, it seems like things aren't going too welll with them.
I'm sorry to hurt or bother you, neither of these things have ever been my intention. As it stands now, I am at a loss for words to write about anything further. I hope this email answers some of your questions, and I will write to you again soon.
I don't want to make you feel bad, I could feel that
you're troubled and worried and I wish it wasn't that
way. I am a bit troubled and worried myself...I know
it's difficult for you to relate to the ambigious
things I talk about, but I need the space to talk
about them...that's who I am. I know you want to try
to understand although it doesn't make any sense to
you just like that...it's dificult because we're
different in that way... those conversations don't
seem to click easily without a lot of explanation; I
know you want to relate to them and understand, but I
also know it's not easy because there is no point of
reference... they are so important for me though, I am
in constant search of meaning, reason and truth in
everything I do. Hopefully that wont drawn you. When I
last saw you before the elevator door closed you
looked like a sweet understanding and caring person
looking warmly at a poor crazy and troubled lady....
however, I don't see myself as crazy person...the
subjects we've talked about are who I am...I
constantly need to talk about those things, get
feedback and decompose all those complex thoughts I
have..that's the everyday of my relationships with the
closest people in my life and I wish it were with you
too.
Thankyou for the will to understand, I know you try
and I know it's not easy because by your expressions I
can tell that some of this sounds too heavy, complex
and existencialist to you. I'd like to hold you now..I
don't like when these things are not resolved...I'd
like to look into your beautiful eyes, kiss you softly
and let time pass by your side...
today i wanted a soft firm voice saying its all okay, you're okay and its fine. i wanted a soft warm voice saying i love you, you're important to me. and as i sit here with tears in my eyes from tiredness, stress, silliness, or thankfulness i am so glad that that "voice" came, in the form of you. i got your letter and yours is in the mail. don't worry, i think you will be happy with the little collection of my soul and heart and random thoughts and boredom.. even if it is me only complaining of how bored i am that i sent to you not long ago.
it rained today... hard, thunder and lightning and hail. and i felt like the world was dissolving. i thought of another night when the rain was not quite so cold, and i was not quite so alone, and the lightning lit up the skyline.. and i was nervous and giggly and awkward... i thought of that and wasn't sure whether it had happened or not. i couldn't convince myself it was a reality, that that girl had actually existed, and even if she did that I was her... i've been having this feeling a lot lately. i think it scares me so much. its like an entire year of my life is dissolving and leaving me with what? memories that are disconnected disjointed and fragmented. i can't connect the there to the here. and i thought i was going to come home and find a concrete self, i was going to absorb all that had happened and reevaluate everything and figure out truly what i was/am... but i feel like i am losing myself here. i am scared that when i return to montreal i won't find myself there either.
i went hiking today and i felt so very far away,. the air was so fresh, there were trees and mountains everywhere, we saw a moose like 10 feet away from us..... and i felt so far away.
what is it within us that picks up a pen and writes... or sits down at a computer and types... is it the sense that somewhere someone we love needs what we are giving.. ourselves.. our love.. our thoughts of the everyday that make shady memories into vibrant still frames in our mind... substance to intangibilty.
i love you so very much, and over on this far side of the world i think of you all the time, and some days if i had only one wish i would wish for a hug and a cuddle. simple as that.
i wish we talked more... but so far the letters are doing pretty good, and i will email you more i promise...you are not forgotten.
sometimes i just don't know where to put my feelings, how to understand how i can feel so homesick as i live in the arms of my parents and sister and childhood friends. and the only people that understand this feeling are hours and countries and time differences and lives away.
thank you for emailing me... on a day when i was doubting the existence of a girl who i should know only God could ever invent, i can go to sleep tonight happy that i have a friend as fucking crazy as you and not sad because i was wishing a girl like you actually did exist and wasn't a dream.
and darling.... journals journals journals.... don't sit waiting for profound thoughts.. write about the seeds and the earth and the smells and the parents in the next room intensely discussing a school sytem and how ridiculous it all really is. write about how you can't write and you don't know why, write about how there is a letter somewhere in the mail....... that holds a moment of my love frozen and fixed forever into something you can hold, something you can smell and something that in 50 years you can discover and brush the dust off and say that there was a girl that existed in the world and she loved me... look its here, i own a piece of her: her love, her soul, her skin, her smell, her youth... i have sent it to you.
I wish we could wander the empty streets of Halifax together and watch the street lights change...I miss you. a lot.
Hey baby,
Your e-mail looks good. I'll make some changes and suggestions tomorrow---nothing major.
Oh, and just so you know, and in case you were wondering: I love you. O you who makes me so happy. Oooh, and I got your card. May I sum the way that I feel with this: I am the luckiest person in the world, to have someone as good as you to love me so much. So don't ya think that I don't know it. You are my sweetums, my pork chops, my googlywinks. I just made that last one up. I'll work on it.
I'm sorry I didn't call and e-mail. Two nights in a row out until 3am. Last night was on the town with some rock stars. Tonight it was a bar downtown with the guys. (Tomorrow night is a party at _________'s.)
How was _____'s b-day bowling bash? How was work? I'm at home tomorrow, i.e., this, morning. I'll be tired, but will want to hear your voice. I miss you like crazy, and I'm bouncing off the walls to see you.
xo * xo,
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i just wanna say sorry to you. i know the way i talk to you hurts your feelings. alam ko ur just hiding it but then pasensya kna.
I LOVE YOU as a sister diva ikaw nga bunso ko. bsta sana after mo mag read nito sana ok na tayo sa isat isa.
Happiest when drunk…?
Hmmm… I was just realizing the things I look forward to throughout the week…. Hmmm… well I for one, I look forward to going out every Thursday with my friends to bible study and then hitting up a pub afterwards. Two, I look forward to my stocks going up or whatever interesting it going on in the current events in the world either economically, politically, or detrimental… Three, I look forward to the few email I do ever get… and Four school, which I wont be attending this summer, because my parents somehow screwed up my tuition for last semester, so missed early and late registration…Isn’t life sooo not grand…? I live for anything out of the blue… I guess that’s what I really have to look forward to.
They call me silent dave –like silent bob, I suppose… but anyhow, supposedly, im the decoy for my friends to attract the women, so they say, cause I’m an enigma, so they say, cause apparently it doesn’t work without me… welll it’s an odd system they have going on… -yeah, soon I’ll be living with these guys… I dunno, it was just something I starting thinking about tonight, cause there is some chick we meet every Thursday, name Julia, but I think she’s either timid or weird’ed out by the fact I wont let her hug me – I guess that how girls like to greet guys or whatever, right…? They hug… anyways…I’ll hear about it later on about, “what’s up with that dude, he’s soo aloof, it’s like he wont let me touch him, nor does he ever say anything…”
Bare with me… just a moment to sober up…
Yah anyways… I save a picture of you… the one where you’re getting breakfast in bed…I dunno I think I have a thing with girls that wear glasses, but anyhow, my friends were like… “soo who’s that… she’s gorgeous… I love her hair” –I couldn’t agree more….I’m proud…I say.. yah… “she’s mine… my gf… yah”
Anways.. I’ll talk to you later…I have about half of that first book of ender done… hey.. did you read that last book yet..? I have and ebook copy of it if you want it, in pdf format…
/me yawns
goodnight
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